I'm tired of being here, there, there again, and then nowhere. I don't want to chase anymore. Sick and tired of things. Everyone knows what will happen when I get sick and tired. Major disaster is bound to happen yet I'm trying to back off, calm down and prevent it from happening. I can't be that childish anymore. I have to think of consequences because I can't keep complaining and pondering on the same thing over and over again. Apologies don't work that much because once I'm tired means I really don't give a hood. I live by one principle, reap what I sow and that applies to the people around me. I should learn how to forgive people but mistakes aren't supposed to be repeated, no?